January Blues

Do you ever feel so negative about something in your life that the more you think about it the more it feels worse. Unfortunately I find myself  thinking this way about blogging and the content I create on Instagram.

The posts I write are never about my thoughts especially not my negative ones as I find that I am generally a positive person and just hate thinking negatively in general. I usually like to keep my posts positive but as an honest person I feel that it’s important as a blogger to be honest with my followers as well as with myself.

Anyway I’m not sure what it is but over the past couple of days I find myself not wanting to upload onto Instagram at all as I feel that this content isn’t good enough which is awful to say but at the end of the day I’m human and I can’t hep but overthink. And my god do I overthink! I’ve been comparing myself to other bloggers which I know is the worst thing you can do but I find myself sitting there thinking why isn’t my content as good as theirs. I mean in this industry it’s hard not to but I guess I  just need to start thinking that mine is different from others.

I also have so much free time on my hands with college not starting back till next Monday but with this mood I’m in I can’t find any inspiration or ideas to blog about. I just haven’t been feeling that excitement I usually feel before I blog post. However I can safely say that this is the first time I have ever felt this way about my blog and content since I started which the more I think about is normal (I hope) because as I am sure I am not the only blogger in this industry to feel this way at some point about their blog.

I know this feeling will eventually shift and I will hopefully wake up tomorrow morning feeling inspired and start to generate more ideas. Anyway I know I will become my usual positive self again in relation to my blog. I believe its important to express how you feel and by me typing my thoughts out it has already made me feel better. I’m sure that this is only the feeling of the January blues! I just need to remind myself why I started blogging in the first place. I love doing it so much and I’m excited to see where it takes me.

Thanks for listening to me babble on about my problems lol!

Much love,